why do i even bother trying.
i should just stop trying.
as in stop playing it altogether.
DAMN.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

im irritated.
im freaked.
for everything.

i wished i never heard of the word vibrato before.
i wished i never heard of inn of sixth happiness before.
i wish i didnt go for the previous band prac.

im getting bits and pieces of stuff.
if only he would really say it.


haish

i just wished he would tell us what he wants.
i wish someone was here to tell me what is right.
someone like him, him and him.

TELL ME.
TALK TO ME.
-pulls hair out-